I Really Need to Post More Often

It's only been, what, three weeks since last Time? :P

*sigh*

Quite a bit to update on. I finally got my driver's license, so I'm using every chance I get to go driving and enjoy my freedom. :D I failed the first test. Lol.

I had an MRI last week on my head. It wasn't bad, just loud, but I'm still bruised from the needles. Lol. They're pretty sure they know what"s wrong, but I'm seeing a neurosurgeon next week to be sure. Might have to have brain surgery. Yay! /not

Because of that, my school counselor and I have put all post-high school plans on hold. Not sure what I'm gonna do now.

Nothing's new on the starving front. I'm still fat. Still lazy. Lol. But I am going to the gym again in the morning, since school's 2 hours late. I am going. I've said it here, so ya'll gotta hold me accountable for it.

Speaking of school, I'm a senior this year. This is my last year of secondary schooling. Last year of English class. Last year of gym. Last year of lockers and school lunches and screechy intercoms and little sixth graders getting underfoot. Lots of lasts. But this is going to be a good year, I know it. It has been so far, at least. Senior year is just a chill year. Everybody knows everybody. We're all comfortable with each other. Somehow the summer between junior and senior years mellows us all out; kids we'd normally avoid become class buddies, and the people we haven't spoken to since ninth grade are suddenly our best friends. But somehow it isn't fake- in the movies it always seems like the kids are all running around and hugging each other, crying about how much they'll miss so-and-so when they really just want attention. It isn't like that at my school. For once, we're not a bunch of phonies. Lol.

Theatre started. "Shrek" is my last musical. I think I already said this, but M isn't in it this year. The director cried when she found out. It was harsh. But anyway, he's out and another guy friend of mine decided not to go either.This guy friend (we'll call him Houston) is... different. He and I have been somewhat distant friends for years. Ever since he moved here a few years back we've been alternating crushing on each other. Never at the same time though. Lol. It's kind of funny actually. He's a good guy. He's awkward and geeky and kind of spacey, but he's good. We share a lot of interests and are pretty similar. I dunno. This year we have a computer class together. We sit right next to each other with no one around; we ignore the teacher and show each other stupid stuff off the internet. Lol. I haven't the foggiest idea if this'll turn into anything, or if I even want it to, but honestly I don't really care. Us being friends is a comfortable thing, and I'm happy with that. We need to hang out more though.

His mom is awesome, too.

I have more, but it's late and my brain is fried. Goodnight my lovelies! <3