Victory!

I actually went to the gym Friday morning! I'm so proud of myself- like, stupidly proud. Lol. I was there for about 45 minutes and burned 208 calories. Not a great total, but more than I would've done laying in bed! Lol.

I was gonna go again this morning, but I slept through my alarm. :/

Tomorrow I'm skipping school. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist around noon, and after that I'm seeing the neurosurgeon. It'll be a long day.

Weight's still crappy. Up 1 pound since Friday, which makes sense cause I ate entirely too much. I feel like I'm losing my motivation. I still want the control and the perfect image, but it's like I don't have the willpower to do it. Grr. This is ridiculous.

Anyhoo. Mom and I went to her Transgender meeting on Saturday. (Don't remember if I've ever mentioned that or not.) It was really nice to see all of the gals again, since I missed last month's meeting, but there was some drama that made the end uncomfortable. I love being there, but I don't really feel like I belong. I'm not transgender/genderqueer/etc, I'm significantly younger than the rest of the group, and here's a lot of things they discuss that I just don't have the knowledge or maturity to deal with. I kinda feel like an intruder. On the plus side, I've pretty much been appointed head of food production for next year's Pride in the Park, which is awesome. :D

On a completely different note, one of the little kids infested the Elementary School with lice. So gross. We're a super small town, so it's pretty much guaranteed that it'll spread to the High School eventually. The kindergarden and first grade rooms were fumigated this weekend, and the whole building reeks of mint (cause supposedly lice don't like mint). It's a bad deal. Until it's over, the administrators are trying to ban us from touching each other, not that that'll work. Lol.