Good morning dearies. <3
97 calories as of 930 a.m. Breakfast was half an apple strudel, cause I made myself save half from last night. Ended up at 1,131 calories last cause I'm a failure, but meh. Could've been worse.
I'm gonna try to restrict again today, especially at lunch. I have DBT group therapy tonight and one of the girls is bringing in cupcakes for her birthday. I can't resist cupcakes. Lol.
There's a kid in a neighboring town that used to go to my school. Xe was quite a bit older than me but I know the name. Xis mom is speaking about suicide prevention this morning because her other kid committed suicide a few years back. I don't know anything but the story always kind of stuck with me. He was a cheery guy with lots of friends, great grades, and a good home, but he killed himself. So many people have trouble accepting that someone with a "perfect life" can have any sort of issues, be it mental illness, substance abuse, or an eating disorder. It's sad.
Anyway, we'll all be going down to the gym in about 15 minutes to hear her speak. I'm kind of nervous. Not really sure why. I'm not in a place where it'll trigger me anymore, but... I dunno. Que sera, sera, or whatever.
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