Moron

I'm doing something stupid.

My original plan was to keep this blog on privacy lock, readable only to authors- me, myself, and I. It would be more of an electronic journal than anything else.

But right now I feel like an idiot, writing up all these posts that are written like someone's listening, when I'm the only one that sees. It's silly. Lol.

So I'm going to turn off the security settings and pray: pray that someone's listening, pray that no one I know finds this, pray that writing helps me deal with the shit I'm putting myself through.

Wish me luck, and welcome to the madhouse!