Forgot to weigh in right away this morning, and by the time I remembered I'd already had coffee and some goldfish. I never, ever weigh myself after eating in the morning, even if it's just something little like a grape or a bite of oatmeal. Never ever. Yesterday morning I was at 201.2. Not great, but it's still  progress! I'm watching The Truth About Online Anorexia on youtube instead of making lunch. I feel good, but the chillins are getting hungry and starting to bite. Lol.

Off to Mom's house for a night to see my grandparents from down south. We only see them a couple of times a year but we always eat out, so that'll be a trial.

I'm thinking about going vegetarian. Quasi vegetarian, I mean. Cutting out meat is healthier (and morally correct, not that I've ever cared before), but it'll also drop me by several hundred calories a day, which I am totally up for. Dad would probably be pissed if I brought it up so I'll have to eat some meat, but I don't think it'll be too hard. I can do this. Gonna try to cut down on dairy too, but that'll be easier. I only drink milk two or three times a week at school (chocolate milk, 120 ml, 60 cal), I haven't eaten ice cream or yogurt in months, and we don't eat all that much cheese at either house.

The hardest things to give up will be butter, laughing cow cheese wedges (with carrot sticks, my saviors), and pop. I tried to give it up last year but I can't stay away from diet coke. Meh.

Well, wish me luck everyone! Love.