I'm really starting to notice the effects of restricting. I mean, sure I've (slowly) lost weight, but until now it seemed like what I was doing wasn't really affecting my life.
In the last month or so my hands have gotten really shaky. Like, bad. Part of it is genetics, because my grampa, dad, C2, and I all have it. Grampa can't hold a coffee cup in his left hand anymore because his hands shake so much that the cup flips almost 180 degrees. Dad's handwriting is messy and has gotten worse as time goes by. C2 is lucky in that his only gets bad when he's really stressed or tired. I used to be the same way, but since I've started restricting my hands have gotten really bad. I can still write and type and everything, but I can't hold my hands out and keep them still anymore, and they get twitchy when I reach for things. The low blood sugar has made the genetic disposition towards it worse.
Ugh. I'm such a fucking idiot.
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