Promises

Not much to report. It's been a quiet couple of days, really.

• Today is day 100 of no cutting, with only one slip up. :D I'm... decently proud of myself for it. I guess. I'll see Lady A in a few days though, and she'll make more of a big deal about it for me. Lol.
• In English today we were assigned our research paper. It's not all that big, only 10 pages or so, but it's the first real research paper any of us have done. (We're so screwed when we get to college.) The basic idea is to choose a topic, pick a side, research the hell out of it, and then ask a question to answer with the research. I'm doing mine on self-injury, eating disorders, and mental illness. So far it's been a bit triggering, but nothing too major. I've asked a few friends to share some experiences with me, and hopefully that'll add some depth to the piece.All in all I'm like ridiculously excited for it. Hehe.
• Weight's back up to 203 again, cause I'm a fat pig, but today's only been about a 400 calorie day with a 1200+ calorie deficit, which is passable. 
• I wanted so badly to fast today, but I failed. As usual. Meh. Lol. A's gone now, at a different school. Life is... quiet without her. Too quiet. Well, yes and no. I can focus now, but it's kinda lonely. I dunno. Whatever.
• Interestingly enough, I was taking various psychological tests last night, and apparently I have undiagnosed adult ADHD, moderate anxiety, early schizophrenia, a high likelihood of OCD, a high risk for an eating disorder, an obese BMI, I'm a 27 on the dieting sub scale, an 11 on the food preoccupation scale, and a 4 on the self-control scale, as well as severe depression, a high likelihood of autism, severe Bordrline Personality Disorder. 1) Well. That's depressing. 2) The Internet is an adorable fail.