I failed English last quarter and thus cannot be in One Act. The competition is Saturday. FUCK.
I need to talk to the principal tomorrow morning but if it turns out that I'm bound by the MNHSL rules then we'll be disqualified if I participate. Shit shit shit shit shit. I'm such a fucking idiot. God I hate myself right now. Me and my stupid fucking lazy ass. I was half a percent away from passing. Half a percent. But since I decided to be a fucking lazy little bitch I failed.
Fuck.
I cut. Miss A director and I talked about it and she tried to cheer me up, so I smiled and said oh well and if I can't then I can't and it's no big deal and then went and cut in the unused restroom. I hurt. I hurt but not enough. 102 days and I messed up. My two layers of shirt hide any blood but I'm fucking pissed. Why do I have to go and mess everything up?
Shit, now I feel like I'm gonna cry. Fuck this shit.
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